Here we go: i like people who are really fucked up. I mean like tormented in one way or another because then i won’t feel like such a freak around those that are “normal.” nerds, geeks, and freaks are all my friends.

Cool people are pretty damn lame. I am very high strung and suffer from multiple personalities. Jane. She’s crazy and she always wants to kill me. Tila…poor girl..she works so hard and always wants to make others happy…she deserves a break. I haven’t had boyfriend for a while. I always want one, but when there is one around i run.. I love being in love but i hate the consequences. I do a lot of things that are self destructive. I try not to. I like being at home alone…a lot! So much more fun than surrounding myself with a bunch of wacko’s out there. I am also bi-polar so that should explain my irratic postings. I like to read. I love to read. I am a nerd. I’ve always been a nerdy geek trapped inside a umm…woman’s body. Yea….that’s me. People love me for some reason. I don’t know why…i do but i just say i don’t know why just to be modest.